Tuesday, August 12
I could be sleeping now. Mom and Kyle are away at the house, which means no nagging to get up. But i don't want to sleep. Because I'm afraid of having anymore fucked up dreams. and that's what they've all been. FUCKED UP. :[
K for the last 4 nights in a row I've been trying that crying myself to sleep and then thinking about all my life problems for half an hour thing. it's no fun, very depressing, but I imagine that the tears are flowing out instead of the bloood on my arm, so I'm all..."yay?"
buh.
more boring crap today.
shower get dressed eat go to house go online read go to sleep etc.
): ): ):
K for the last 4 nights in a row I've been trying that crying myself to sleep and then thinking about all my life problems for half an hour thing. it's no fun, very depressing, but I imagine that the tears are flowing out instead of the bloood on my arm, so I'm all..."yay?"
buh.
more boring crap today.
shower get dressed eat go to house go online read go to sleep etc.
): ): ):
# posted by Alyssa : 11:32 AM
